I'm Bee; literature lover, musician, struggling writer, coffee addict, theatre-goer.
To my tumblr followers,
I just wanted to say thank you. I don’t think any of you realise just how much you have effected my life. When I first joined tumblr; around February last year, I was in such a bad state. I had no motivation, no friends, no happiness and most importantly: no hope.
I used my tumblr as an escape, a place where I could post my poetry/writing and inner thoughts about life and feel better because it wasn’t all bottled up inside of me 24/7. I thought that was all I would get out of it. But in all honesty, I got so, so, so much more than that. I got all of you, the best people to walk into my life.
Whether you have talked to me or not, sent me anons in my ask, you have changed my life, just by clicking that follow button. I know, that sounds so pathetic, but it makes me feel so wanted that you all want to hear what I have to say and take myself into account. You make me feel so special. You have walked me through some of the hardest times in my life without even knowing it, and if I may say so I think that’s remarkable; you’re all remarkable.
If you have liked, reblogged any of my poetry/writing, you have boosted my confidence with my writing. Before I joined here I was so insecure about it, but you have all proved to me that maybe I’m not so bad after all. If you have sent me a comforting message on twitter or tumblr you have helped me convince myself out of hurting, even if it’s just for a day or two. If you have added me on Skype and talked to me you have given me comfort and become a friend to me.
Seeing as you have all done so much for me over these 17 months, I would like to tell you all one thing: I am here for you. I will always reply to your messages and try to help you as much as I can. If you need a comforting voice or a really personal chat, even if it’s just to take your mind away from the stress of the world, please add me on Skype, but when you do leave your URL in the description so I know who you are. I will listen to you for as long as you want, I don’t care what time in the morning it is, I’ll talk until you are calm. I’ll give you as much advice as I can and I’ll be your friend.
Lots of love,
suicide is the one mistake you won’t live to regret